Day 156: Huh.

173.3.

Guess I should take this win and not question it.

Day 155: Expecting Gain.

I will totally have gained weight when I step on the scales tomorrow. My diet this past week has been awful. :/

Day 149: Weigh-In

Back at 174. Bah.

Still too much stress to cope with. Far too much.

Day 142: Weigh-In

173.7. It's down, at least. Still not back to the lowest point, but getting there.

Still so much stress going on, though. So so much.

Day 135: Stress.

I'm still at 174, and it's not water, I'm well aware. But I also simply do not have the energy left over to focus on weight right now. This next week or so will be insane. If I make it through without breaking down, I'll call it a win.

Day 128: Yup.

Period weigh-in: 174. The usual 2 kilos are taunting me. Ugh. I took a pill for the water retention, and it did literally nothing. Guess I'll just have to wait for nature to take its course.

Day 127: Swimming Upstream

And now my period has arrived again. I might be stuck a little bit. If the water retention is as bad as last month, I'm gonna take a pill this time. But I suspect it won't make much of a difference, because I've definitely been slacking off lately, eating my pain a lot. But shit is getting serious in my life these days, and the next three weeks won't be easy.

But if I'm still not back on track after those are over, I'll rewind and start again, counting and measuring my meals again. We'll see.